Lousy day again..
peeps..sorrie la..
also not my fault..i also dun wanna haf a lousy life..ha
blogging with my cat sleeping beside me now..
juz hung up on the fone with him..
supposedly was a very nice conversation...
but somehow..didn't end quite well..
dunno is it my fault again or isit coz smth happened over his side...
haiz..having menstrual cramp for the whole day..
went church..ppl pissed me off..
already super moody le..dunno y..so disappointed with this church...
shld be changing church for a short period of time to take a rest..
i'm tired of all these..my turn to 'run away'(peeps in my church will noe..e tao zhe song..haiz..)
went to su-ann's house to watch her paint her gate..coz we were supposed to wait for colin & silin to end their cell group..
haha..i escaped from our AGM..boring la..and since her house behind church onli..
who knows my tummy started feeling funny at her house..knew somethings gonna be wrong..
and i got it right..oh man..first day of my menses...
and started aching real badly shortly after..ate med also no use...
couldn't really walk..met with colin..he like dun wanna leave the area coz of silin..idiotz..we were gd frens for so long..he like tat..pissed off man...
but i din say anything..silin see me also nvr say anything..not even a hi..and was pulled away by Jane..kaoz..irritates me further..(smth happened between me and jane last week..but nobody knew..)
but colin finally gave in to our complaints and drove us to junction 8 after that...
but on the way back my tummy was aching so badly that i couldn't walk..
no strength..so bo bian..took cab home..waste money again...already no money le..
dunno how to die...
struggled home and fell dead on my bed..can't even lie straight..
was supposed to meet up with chelle and gang(my dmmt classmates)..
miss them so much...but so suay..smth like that happened...
this gang is really one bunch of friends i can't live without...
especially my gal buddies...they were always there for me when i needed them in the past..(eddy incident..)
still rem that few days chelle was ill..but both tracy and her came daily to my house to fetch me to sch..nvr knew how to express my gratitude towards them...
haiz..very sad tat i din get to meet them...missed the guys too...
their funny acts..liu yong's lame and crude jokes...
and did i mention?? stupid liu yong always likes to criticise the girls..
hahaha...but they're really fun to hang out with...
kk..back to me...slept till night and was home alone...
ate soggy food..and watched tv...
finally smth happened..smth nice..a surprise...
hui called..couldn't believe it...
but this stupid tigger..haha..say he called coz he see me ke lianz...
never bother with me these few days and neglect me..
he so gd lor..went car exhibition with jun long and mich...shld be fun...
tho he said alright onli..but at least he loves cars wad...
chat for a short while and he went ride bic with his frens...
continued the conversation when he came home..
so happy..coz super long no chat with him le...
everything went well till the last min..
suddenly he just seems very pissed off..then i went alittle scared and nervous and as usual..
did my blabbering nonsense act..gosh...no idea y i'm always like that..
idiotic me rite?? hate myself..
haiz..chatting with fen on msn now...planning whether to go her house tml...
but today ish a sad day on the overall..
hope tml will be a better day...
