sickening piece of shit..(my pet phrase)
today is a superbly sucky day...
damn angry..
i'll never teach people how to make accessories anymore...
teaching is already super difficult..
and i have sooo mani pple trying to be funny and mess up for me...
the kids try to be irritating nvm..
tho i'm really pissed off by the fact that i have to shout
at joseph's bro for more than 10 times and he just can't leave my pliers alone...
but two grown-ups!!!!!!!
riaoz...
the stuff they made are troublesome enough(coz quality not there n need to sell so have to improve later) and they give me more trouble...how??
by taking crystals..hooks..beads...
all out and dunno how to put them back where they belong!!!!!
riaoz..even caused me to lose things..i already repeat so mani times le...
the most expensive thing abt making the accessories are not onli the crystals..
those hooks,rings,chains are even more expensive~!!!
but it just doesn't get into their thick skull~~~!!!!!!!
if richard n aloysius not there to help..think i would have gone crazy...
tho i really appreciate some of them...
like ted,grace and abel..although they aren't really good...
but at least they did help n didn't give me trouble at all....
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!! TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling real ill..but just go on and didn't mention abt it...
went to buy m card after that..so that i'll be contactable in thai...
very scared wait really i go there something happen to him..
coz he suddenly hit his head last week..
today lost voice and falling ill....
i'll feel better to be contactable....
spent 36 bucks on the cards..expensive sia...
and it'll cost me more than $3 per min there..but since i buy le..must use it..
otherwise gone down the drain....
after buying went to meet him at his company there..
coz i made some tea for this throat n its for cooling effect one..
might help in preventing him frm falling sick??
dunno..but thats wad adults taught me..so i just do..worth a try wad..jus wanted him to recover quickly....
and those things i bought back for him from malaysia....
but realli sad when i met him..
saw the big big wound on his head.. *pain*
and coz he ran away when he saw the stuff i wanna give him..(like he always did)
and i chased after him..(as usual too)
but this time round..with all the anger within me..(accumulated from morning till afternoon..)
and feeling so super uncomfortable..felt super dizzy..
suddenly felt like crying..
in the end caught up with him..just pushed the bag to him...
and guess i look real pissed..he took it frm me..but unwillingly....(or even coz he say his boss behind me..but i think is fake me one..i super gullible ma..haha)
n i just walked off..the more i walk..the more i felt like fainting...
the more i felt like crying...and till one point of disappointment..
i stopped to msg him..ask him to throw everything away..
and on the way back to the bus-stop..kena disturbed by disgusting men again..
today wear so super ugly also kena disturbed..kaoz...
went to 7-eleven buy drink..jus coz i no money to take bus...
and card no value le..so sick lor...
but on the bus received his reply...
felt super much better...
his explanation of his behaviour...
and he said he appreciated the drink....
lucky he never disappoint me..otherwise means he changed le....
then started msging..and the tone aren't that harsh anymore..
then msg n msg..i started smiling...
we started joking...
but felt so much like vomitting on the bus...
ill + car sick = extremely terrible
till one point i couldn't reply him anymore..
coz no more strength to reply..
and dad came to interchange to fetch me...
coz i nearly fainted there...
was dragging myself till i couldn't walk anymore....
mom was so super pissed...
told me not to go teach them tml..
say wads the point...they never did appreciated...
and end up got myself so angry and ill..
haiz..but i noe i need to go...
feeling sucky now..
coz i just vomitted all the food i ate...
