super super super stressed..
sad also...sickening...
project got serious problem...
my brain also like stuck somewhere not functioning well...
just can't seem to get anything in this empty skull of mine...
felt so dumb...felt so useless...all at a moment....
called hui up...which is kinda bad choice...
kena scolded quite badly...which is just so him....
haix..half-way during the conversation with him...
thoughts of quitting this course flew past...
hes very right abt one thing...but that doesn't only apply to my work...
it applies to my life..i have totally no confidence in myself...
which is one of the reason y i'm always like a paranoid dumb kid....
huilee,bird and fen are such sweeties...made card for me..hahaha....
its been a while since someone's so sweet to me...*touched*...
but even more touched just now...
jinhai suddenly msg me...suggested some stuff for my concept....
not that i'm happy coz i can use that concept..most prob i won't use..yet..ha...but hes like sweet lor...
the gesture of him actually thought of me...help me think...when his also got super big problems....
and actually..dar also very sweet..he scold me is for my own good la...
tho hes nasty at first..he still told me where i could find my stuff in the end...*smilez*
not i don't want to be like him and nic they all lor...
but i just don't think i have the ability to be like them....
i always feel i'm useless and lousy...haix.....
