today dunno ish good day or bad day...
got very happy things...also got sad ones...

my day begun with sending aunt chiu peng on her last journey of her life...
my mom cried..i tried not to...so onli a few tears that i couldn't control rolled down...
and my mom was the only one who did...
the family members are inhumane..haix..
if my friends and family are behaving the way they do..
at my funeral..i guess i'll be real sad...
went to bukit batok to find hui after that...
with that heavy stone in my heart...
to go back to my house together...
on the way back..he did something...
maybe he didn't know..but what he did was really great comfort to me...
at that moment..i knew..i loved him more than ever...
had a great time with him today...so so so happy..hahaha....
but received a call from simone lao shi after hui left my house...
kinda made me very disappointed...
so...discussed with my family and decided to msg reverend ng...
told him that i resign from all posts in the church's music industry.....
and think its very much possible that i'm changing church...for the time being i guess....
had rashes on my knees and eldow...terrible...its so itchy...oh man..ha....
tired..shall go sleep...