was nearly late for submission today...
received a shocking email from someone i'ver never expected to send mi a mail this morning....
read the mail...went blank...wrote some reply that i also dunno wad i'm writing about....
so shocked that the sender discovered my blog...and read everything there...gosh....
and the sender seems so different from his brother....
after reading the mail...felt real sad...and went out of my studio....
msged nic...and he appeared beside me...wasn't expecting that tho...
dunno y...he gave me a kind of sense of security when he stood beside me...
felt at ease...felt that no one will bully me with him ard...
i let go of my strong front and cried...
for the first time in this week....
was talking to him and ppl started gathering for talks ard us....
guess wanli attracted them ba...ha
weining is so funny...mich and colly were there too...
another batch came along...zongwei and gang....
started toking abt my wounds...say i commit suicide...
think most of the year 3s all at least stopped for 5 min to tok there....
but listening to their converations helped mi relieve my sadness a little....
crit was bad...not cause i kena till very bad...but i was all blank....
the content of the email was stuck in my head for the whole day....
dun rem much of wad they said to me...
onli that linghao is the onli one who said he was expecting more from me...
the other 3 lects quite like the form....
and they seemed to like the ad board quite alot...
but...i have to change my concept...again.....
wadever for...i dunno...but they dun like my concept...
which is how my design came about...but they like the design....
weird....
went to yvonne hsu's school conert...
onli to realise its organised by my own club...goodness...
my juniors are so fucked up...pissed mi off...attitude man....but i still more attitude than them...
but can't blame them...dun think they noe me too since i appear in club like maybe once a year?
ha...busy ma...can't blame...
dunno wad i talking le..
thats all.
