Nic complained that hes tired of seeing the photos...i shall blog today then....
today is an extremely extremely terrible day....
anything that can go wrong...has gone wrong....
early in the morning...went take my results...
gotten a c+...faris said its a gd grade...
and evon said almost everyone got c's and d's...
but i'm not going to be happy just coz i'm slightly above most ppl...
n i dun feel my comments are ok...i feel that i'm a sucky student....
i acted like i'm happy and ok for the whole day...
hoping things will be better in the day...
but no...
had to go library alone coz no one is willing to acc me there...
dunno how to search for the books...and ended up feeling super terrible physically and helpless...
Faris postphoned the TOD seminar to 1630...
when i'm supposed to have briefing for my basic theory test at 1700...
i was at my seat when the attendance was taken coz sab asked mi to go to the back...
so..guess its another zero to my attendance...
went back to sab coz she wanna review my work...but asked mi to be the last person...
coz i'm not supposed to see her today but she wans to see me when she heard abt my project...said she needs to know abt it...coz its problematic....
but when i told her abt the test...she chased me off...
and before that...i received a msg from meifen asking mi to call her when i reach JE and she'll meet me there...
so i ran there...coz i'm late..but still can make it for part of the briefing...
but when i reached...she answered the phone onli like the 5th time i called her...
telling mi tat shes still at peace centre...
n i was stuck at JE...with nowhere to go...and no one to have dinner with....
and i had to go JE library early in the morning to see sab for 10min coz i din see her today...
1 hr there...1 hr back....
so much work could have been done for that two hours...
now...i have to waste it on the train journey...
called huiyu up...and she asked mi to go down np..say there got straight bus to bbdc...
saw thomas when i was on the fone with huiyu...
hes nice..ha...he said my hair was stylo...ha....
had traffic jam on my way to np...
reached there le..huiyu told me we going westmall...
on the bus then she told me coz np no direct bus to bbdc...
and i nearly fell down on the super crowded bus coz i haf to free hand to grab on to any poles nearby...and my books were all dropping and they're darn heavy....
received msgs from chee hwee..wasn't quite happy after reading those msgs....
reached westmall..had to stuff down my dinner coz i'm going to be late...
poor huiyu was walking so fast with mi to catch my bus when she was wearing heels after that..appreciate her so much....
reached bbdc..everything dropped from i alighted from the bus...even the uhu glue fell from my bag....
reached there...and realise meifen isn't there yet..and its like super late le...
i'm so worried lor...and everything so heavy....
struggled to make a phone call to her using the public phone...
coz my nice hp went low batt....
forgot to charge the phone as i fell asleep while waiting for chee hwee's sms last night...
everyone with the basic theory book has went up except me....
bo bian...went up to collect my receipt for the test first...
that guy there keep signalling mi into the room...
but meifen not there yet...really gan chiong man....
and i got motion illness from the test...
no..u din rem wrongly...
i'm not taking a practical test today...
i'm taking my BASIC THEORY TEST...
but the nice lady seated beside me is like shaking the table super violently every time she shades her answers...
gosh..so giddy while trying super hard to read my test...
came home after my sucky day and got another blow again....
ok..this one is my fault...coz i started it...
saw chee hwee's msg...his tone wasn't exactly nice too...
but i admit i'm very bad...and we ended up quarrelling....
think its one of the worst quarrel that we've had...
i didn't wish for things to turn out this way...
i dun wish to be nasty...not to anyone...i also won't be meant to him...
waiting for a call from someone now...think its the best thing to happen to me today...
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...
and me and ch will be fine one day...
chee hwee...i'm sincerely sorry....
