so so so so so so so so so so stressed up over school work...haix...
everyone's so fast...only me...slow coach...haix...
bie ti le...haix...
2 ppl died in sp in such a short period of time...i might be the 3rd?? haix....
used my m card to tease dear today...
wanted to fake as another person ask him out for dinner to give him a surprise....
ended up in a huge quarrel that made mi sat outside my studio crying.....
its been so many yrs since i had hyper ventilation....
had a relapse again today due to the quarrel....
still rem the first time i had it...kat was so cute...she cried coz she tot i died.....
dear was worried about me...forced me to take cab home....
or hes going to take leave from work to send me home.....
but i'm kinda broke le...haix...
dunno wad i talking abt la...today really no mood.....
but i admit la...today was my fault...
i wasn't sensitive enough towards his feelings...
sorry baby....
