I am feeling so terrible now... as terrible as i felt when eddy left...
the only diff is..dear's coming back in six days time... but it feels like forever... i cant sleep..cant eat...lost all interest to do anything... dun even feel like drinking anything.... n i am feeling so ill once again...
he has never left my side for so long before... maximum amount of time i can last without seeing him is 24 hours... now its 6 days...
how am i going to survive??
i am so sad now... so sad that no words can describe my feelings....