wad e **** i've had enough..and i mean it.... everytime u say u dun wanna meet me any lesser than wad you're doing now... but everyone out there thinks that i forced you to do so... you don't even wan to take the initiative to contact me when u say u wanna meet me... so i have to be the one to contact u... and despite all my efforts to compromise in this area... people give their heart to you as if i took a knife and force you out on the streets with me.... firstly..if you don't want to meet...then don't meet me... i won't die with going to sch and coming home to sleep everyday... i've spent years doing that.... secondly...even if my efforts are not appreciated...you don't have to present yourself to others as tho u're so 'ke lian'...that i forced u to do everything..... if you don't know thats wad u're doing....you are... if you don't want to mean anything to me or me caring for you...your safety...and all... tell me... thirdly...stop telling everyone that you had no choice hanging out with me... hello...no one can read your mind...no one knows if u're telling the truth or just kidding about it....
i've had enough of being the bad guy... being told off for not giving you freedom... and everyone thinks that u're meeting me everyday because u had no choice... from now on...i don't care... u don't take the initiative...i won't bother..... u don't wanna meet me...so be it....
and all of u out there who thinks that he's pitiful... think again.. stop saying i don't give him freedom... this and that.... wad the **** he's a grown man with limbs working perfectly and a mind of his own.... if he doesn't want to meet me...i can't take a gun and force him to...
and before u think y i get so bothered with all this shit... think of why these people jump into conclusions and blame me... on what??? OUR relationship. ('our' refers to Gregory Goh Kwang Chow+Joan Soon Swee Huah...so in thi relationship..isn't all these issues to be settled between this two people?? And who are you to blame me for something that he hasn't been unhappy about?? He definitely has the guts to bring up something to me which he has an issue with...so stop worrying for him...rem...he's a GROWN MAN. )
and lastly...i appreciate the efforts you put in just to make me happy...
