Its been a really long time since I got down to write my blog seriously.. At this late hour..I'm feeling so emotional now... about something that I never wanted to face.. about someone i miss so much but act as if I don't give a hoot about... because that seems like what is being done to us..only that I'm not sure if she misses us like I do.. For these few months..I refused to look at the photos and items that contained the memories of our friendship of 6 years, which I thought was as strong as gold, but the truth is, it shatters easily like glass..because I don't want to feel sad about what has happened.. and what is left of this friendship now? I have no idea.. my mom is asking me about it..my friends are concerned too.. I might have appeared to not care about her... but other than easterina..she's the one that I have included in all my big events in my life.. and on my 21st birthday party, she was absent... On my birthday..my wait for her msg wasn't answered..not even an sms... I knew I was at fault for not meeting up often enough or didn't show my concern enough..but I didn't know that they'll bring about such destruction...I am sorry about it..really am... Read her blog just now..something that I didn't dare to do all this while..hope she'll be happy for the days to come... Easter and I have started on 'Allure' first..hope that one day..you'll be back to be part of it too...
